Nothing is more rewarding for a songwriter like me than to hear other people sing songs I've written. But a song becomes extra special when it touches people in ways one never quite imagined.
"Shine" has always been one of my favorite compositions. It won Second Prize in the 1996 Metropop Song Festival, but it wasn't a hit until Regine Velasquez recorded it in 2004 for a SkinWhite ad. It still surprises me that something I wrote as a love song has also appealed to others as an inspirational song. Choirs have sung various arrangements of it. My friend Mike Kilayko from Guam, whose work entails providing music and musicians to Japanese clients, told me how the song seems to appeal to Japanese people, too. Maybe it's the easy-to-recall melody, or the waltzy feel. For those who have sung it in singing contests, it's a song that provides them an opportunity to showcase their high notes.
The song's appeal, I recently realized, was broader than I thought. My college best friend Dedette shared with me this video of a blind, autistic girl named Sam who sang "Shine." I must say, it's the most heartwarming rendition of the song I've encountered. She seemed to be in her own world while singing the song, you'd never guess the pure tones were coming from her. What a blessing it is to have written a song that could bring out the best in someone so special.
You make me shine, shine
Like the stars in the heavens
You keep me shining through
With the love that you've given
I'm shining on
All because of you
The song is all about bringing out the best in others. I'd like to think the song has brought out the best in Sam, and people have seen a side of her and of autism that they perhaps have not seen before. Sam has also inspired and brought out the best in other people - those who have loved and supported her, as well as those who have heard her sing for the first time. Reading the comments on that page, she has brought people to tears and renewed their faith in God and in what is possible.
As for me, boy, what an honor and a blessing to know that somehow I have made this kind of a connection with someone so special. It's people like these who make a songwriter like me shine. Thank you for singing my song, Sam.
I am so proud of my friends Dodjie and Bambi Fabian, the people behind Wedding Expo Philippines, the biggest bridal fair in the country (or is it in Asia?). Dodjie was a fellow member of the Ateneo College Glee Club and we've been friends all these years. Bambi and I both took Communication, although I was a batch ahead. My mom was ninang at their wedding. I admire this couple so much. I'm amazed at all the hard work they've put into building their company into what it is today.
Wedding Expo had its 20th Edition a few months ago, for which this version of the song was created. This was performed by the Ateneo Chamber Singers, which I am part of.
We'll be singing this at tomorrow's 21st Edition of Wedding Expo at the SMX Convention Center. For details, click HERE.
Now for my own share of shameless plugging, the song EVERYTHING I NEED is available HERE. I have my own booth, too, at Wedding Expo. If you're a soon-to-wed, Wedding Expo is definitely something you need to go to.
And finally, one of the best things I got out of PhilPop was my very first big band song. How many people get to hear their song performed live by a big band? Then again, come to think of it, I guess it's not something every songwriter dreams of. Not a lot of people are exposed to the big band sound after all.
Well, I wouldn't consider myself a fan of jazz, and I didn't grow up listening to this genre, but there were a few Barry Manilow songs that stuck with me: Cloudburst, Bandstand Boogie and Avenue C. I loved the sound of the big swing drums, the rhythm and feel, the bright tones of the instruments.
Two years ago, I got to listen to AMP Big Band for the first time. AMP is the Asosasyon ng Musikong Pilipino (Association of Filipino Musicians) and one of its members, renowned musical director Mel Villena is now the band's leader and main arranger. The venue, then called Ten-02 and now known as Skarlet's (located along Scout Ybardolaza near the corner of Timog), was packed with people - a quarter of which was the band itself, since there were about 18 musicians. When they started to play, it was all goosebumps for me. Glorious, rich, soul-penetrating, amazing. How could it not be? You had an 18-piece band made up of the best musicians in the country, all of whom were there to play not for the money but to feed their souls and the audience's too. And that they certainly did.
I was an instant fan. Upon finding out they didn't have a website or Facebook Fan Page, I opened one for them (visit it by clicking HERE) and brought Mel in to be administrator as well. I feel proud to be part of this group's history somehow, if only in this tiny way.
And so when PhilPop came along and I was trying to think out of the box for a song to submit, AMP Big Band came to mind. And I was so restless with excitement I kept pacing my little condo hallway and came up with the chorus right there and then.
The overall groove was the first thing to come to mind. That intro of Avenue C and Sing Sing Sing, and what Mel later on explained to me was like a "call to the dance floor", that was my main inspiration of my song "Bigtime," a song I now describe as a cross between "Candyman" and "Beh Buti Nga." I wrote the song in Tagalog, which was more difficult for me, but I felt it would work better as a PhilPop entry this way.
I went all out on this song. I asked Mel how much it would cost to record the song with the least number of musicians that would create that big band sound. It would require 10 musicians, a big studio, plus Mel's arrangement. Pricey, as anyone would guess, but a price I was willing to pay and a risk I was willing to take. I wanted an entry that would blow away the screening committee, and a song which, in case it never made it to PhilPop, would be something I would still cherish and be proud of. I told Mel I had a good feeling about the song, so I just went for it. And part of my excitement was seeing that Mel was excited about the project, too!
Taking the risk paid off - bigtime! The day of the recording alone, I was giddy with excitement. I even brought my parents along, since they had become friends with Mel and wife Nori, too, plus my dad loved the big band sound even more than I did. This was something they just had to be part of.
I couldn't get over it! I had the best musicians in the country playing on MY song! Click on the video below (or click HERE to watch on youtube) for a short behind-the-scenes video and to hear part of the song.
I must say Mel did an excellent job of arranging the song. I purposely gave him a rough demo that was very "loose" and "open" that would allow him to work his magic. I knew he would do a great job, and yet he exceeded my expectations.
I would hear much later on various accounts of how "Bigtime" made a mark on the judges because it was so different from all the other entries (not to mention those with trained ears were wondering who in the world would be crazy enough to spend on live musicians for their demo without any assurance of making it to the finals!) and how they were so surprised when the composers of the Top14 songs were finally revealed that the song was written by me. Exactly the way I had wanted things to go.
I do hope this isn't the last time I get to work with Mel and his fabulous group. Maybe I'll have the privilege of writing more songs for them in the future.
Only a contest like PhilPop could push me beyond my comfort zone and come up with this piece of work I so love. Thanks for this, PhilPop, and for all the other blessings that have come with my participating. What a ride! I do hope this contest becomes a yearly thing so that more and more songwriters get the chance to be showered with blessings as well.
Another thing I am thankful to PhilPop for is the experience of working with this awesome female trio. It's hard not to become an admirer once you've seen and heard them sing live.
You'll get an idea of just how good they are by just watching their numerous videos on youtube. No fancy microphones or effects, just an ordinary video camera and awesome live performances. You can tell these girls really have a passion for what they do by the number of videos they've uploaded showcasing their growing repertoire. Here's one of my favorites. You'll be impressed at how tight the vocals are, and it also shows their fun and "kuwela" side.
Krina Cayabyab (center) is the group's musical director, vocal arranger and sings Soprano 1. I can't imagine the kind of pressure that may come with being maestro Ryan Cayabyab's daughter, but Krina has definitely showed us that not only has she inherited her father's musical genes, but she's made a name for herself and can definitely hold her own.
Artista-pretty Anna Achacoso-Graham (right) sings Soprano 2, and the group's soulful and sexy Alto is Mel Torre (left). The group recently won Best Jazz Band in the Boy Katindig Jazz Competition held last month. Krina also won Best Instrumentalist in the competition.
Months before this all happened, I was thinking of what kind of entry to submit to PhilPop. I wanted to come up with something very different, and when the idea of writing a song for a big band, Baihana immediately came to mind. Since Krina was disqualified from joining the contest, I didn't have to worry about her submitting her own entry performed by Baihana and having to compete against that, so it was perfect. I was so excited about the idea of an Andrews Sisters-kind of vocals to go with a big band arrangement. I sent Krina a message, telling her what kind of song I wanted to do and to ask if Baihana would record the song for me, and I was thrilled to see they were just as excited, without even having heard the song!
When my composition "Bigtime" was done, I sent both Mel Villena and Krina a copy of my rough demo, in which I decided to sing all 3 parts so that the instrumental arrangement could be built around it. As the recording date was approaching, I told Krina I'd write the notes down so they could already start rehearsing the vocals. Before I could finish the piece, Krina sent me an email with an attached Sibelius file, asking me to check if she had correctly written down the notes. My jaw dropped. I was so amazed not only by her skill but also with her enthusiasm and hard work. She could have just sat back and waited for me to provide them with the piece, as I said I would. Instead, she listened to my pathetic rough demo and wrote down every note she heard. I was slightly embarrassed that she actually went through all the trouble, but at the same time I found it so endearing that she and her group mates were just as excited as I was for the project.
Recording day came and I wasn't sure how to record them, since it was my frist time to work with them. Would they record their individual tracks separately or together? After some deliberation, I told them we'd first do a guide track using just one mic where all three of them would sing so that the feel of the vocals would be there, and then each of them would sing along to this guide track one at a time. That way I could adjust the levels of each voice as needed.
Well, the recording process turned out to be much simpler. They sounded SO good using just one mic that there was no need to record them individually. Their vocals were so tight, it was actually like recording one person who had 3 separate voices. Amazing! They saved me time and money. Yahoo!! I couldn't be happier! The vocals went perfectly with the big band arrangement. I was so happy!
And then I got to see them perform live for the first time at 70s Bistro in Anonas one evening. After having worked with them and seen them perform live in front of an audience, I can't help but be a fan. I watched their concert at the Music Museum last Friday and had a blast.
More power to you, ladies! I do hope I get to work with you again in the future.
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One of my favorite PhilPop blessings: weight loss.
Knowing that PhilPop would be televised, and knowing that one gains about 10 lbs on TV, I was determined more than ever to lose some weight. I had made a number of attempts over the past couple of years to exercise in the hopes of losing some weight - extra weight that has come with the slowing down of metabolism with age - and my attempts had only been discouraging. Working out continuously or brisk walking and semi-jogging for 40-45 minutes and not losing a single pound made me feel it was all a waste of time. I started buying bigger clothes instead.
But big clothes can't hide face fat, so who was I kidding? I had to lose some weight and I wanted to. I searched the internet for options to increase metabolism and came across this page. I had never heard of Shaun Hadsall, but I took the time to watch his videos. A 14-day Rapid Loss Plan sounded like something I needed and could certainly use in time for PhilPop. It seemed doable and seemed to make sense. The concept of High Intensity Interval Training was new to me, but something I was willing to try.
Here's a photo of me with Mr.C at the presscon of PhilPop in June, and this is how I looked before the exercise and diet program.
After 2 weeks, this is how I looked in time for PhilPop Finals Night, which was when this photo below was taken (by my friend Gino Cruz).
I lost 8-9 lbs in just 2 weeks - and it might not sound like a big number, but I had never lost that many pounds it that span of time ever in my life! In fact, I had never lost that much weight ever. I lost about 7% of my starting weight and lost 1-2 inches around my waist and hips. I fit into my old pants again! And so far so good... it's been about a month and a half and I haven't gained the weight back.
I've also learned a bit about Tabata, which is good news for people like me who are generally lazy about working out. Imagine a 4-8 minute workout that's more effective than all those 45-minute exercises I used to do! So this is what I do now to maintain this weight. It's very much in line with that 2-week program I followed. Plus of course I still try to stick to the diet principles the program recommended.
So there you have it: vanity gave me a much needed push, got me reading about these exercise and diet options. I'll certainly do my very best to keep myself looking and feeling this way. Thank you for my new look, PhilPop!
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July 14, 2012 was Finals Night for the first PhilPop. It was also the birthday of the PhilPop Music Foundation's Chairman, no less than Manny V. Pangilinan. How often does one get "invited" to his birthday party?
Well, I suppose this wasn't exactly his birthday party - he must have celebrated with people close to him over dinner before the show started. Still, those of us who stayed for the event's after-party were thrilled to see he was there, too. We thought he might have left already. And it was still his birthday. I think you can see in all our smiles how happy we were to have this instant photo op with him (pati si Direk Rowell Santiago nakisali na rin). So thanks, PhilPop, for making this day memorable from start to finish.
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It can be hard to see the silver lining behind hurtful comments and lies, but my award-winning photographer friend Joel Garcia made me realize it one day. Indeed, these detractors gave me a reason to speak my mind and I ended up with a huge article in the Manila Bulletin. You can read the article HERE. Free publicity! Some people have to pay just to be heard or seen.
PhilPop has made me see that there are limits to what one can do in terms of connecting with other people and reasoning with them. In other words, it really is impossible to please everyone. You speak the truth and take the time to explain things as clearly as you can, thinking well, if I can understand something so basic and simple, surely other people can do the same. Apparently that's not always the case. There will always be people who are either not capable of understanding or simply refuse to understand. So much hostility and anger in them, too! And I am amazed at the amount of energy they put into so much negativity instead of using that time and effort to improve their craft and be productive in their lives.
The most successful people in the world all have detractors, so now I just tell myself I'm in good company. =)
And speaking of success, my friend Henry posted this table on his Facebook wall. Perfect for today's blog. I don't know the source, but kudos to the one who made it. There's a lot of truth in this.
I'd send each of my detractors a copy of this in the hopes that it would change them, but then again, what for? I know now that it would be totally useless. I see their traits right there: they blame others for their failures, they exude anger as a result, and think they know it all. They will not change. And it isn't my place to try and change them.
All I can do is be grateful for the lessons (and the free publicity) these detractors have given me. As the saying goes, what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger.
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And speaking of angels on earth, I had four of them help behind the scenes of my PhilPop production number.
My dad calls my friend Chad Arrieta my sidekick and with good reason. We've been close friends for many years now (we met at Zebedee Zuñiga's birthday party many years ago - the start of a story of a fan turning into a friend!) and I've dragged him along to many places and events. He's my laugh buddy, stylist, tech support, and lots more.
He shot and painstakingly edited this behind-the-scenes video of "Bigtime."
Aside from contributing his ideas for the look (even choreography) of my number, it was also his idea, upon seeing the dress I was planning to wear on Finals Night, for me to wear a high ponytail. "Lagi ka nang nakalugay sa photos mo eh." Good call, Chaddyboy!
Chad is also a blogger and has featured me on his site before. He's got lots of interesting entries, too, in his video blog Ambush Online. Do visit it!
Makeup was done by another friend of mine, a fellow Ateneo College Glee Club alumna I knew as Ginna Jarantilla years ago, who is now Ginna Desuasido. A few weeks before PhilPop, Ginna gave me a call because she had just lost her father-in-law. I put together a small group to sing for the wake. I got to talk to her then asked if she would do the makeup for my PhilPop number, and she was excited about it. I told her the concept of the song, and she knew right away what to do. "So ang iniisip mo, mala-Pearl Harbor and Dita Von Teese?" "Exactly!" I said. She did an excellent job.
And yet another friend from the Glee Club who contributed his own expertise was my friend Onyl Torres. Having made the decision to choreograph the number myself since I had a pretty clear idea anyway of what I wanted, I sought Onyl's help for blocking and improving some of the steps as well. I was lucky Onyl managed to squeeze in time for me despite his hectic schedule. Aside from theater work, he's been busy putting together Sing@Ning, a singing contest by the Manila Peninsula. Here we are at the press conference for the said event, for which I will be one of the judges next month. (That's Only on the right and Tim Yap in red on the left.)
It was Onyl, too, that introduced me to his friend Raven Ong, who does all these lovely costumes for Repertory Philippines (I think he's currently working on The Wizard Of Oz). He was an enormous help for me! He came to one of our choreography rehearsals, measured the girls, showed me a sketch of the costumes he planned to have made based on pegs I gave him, and he did all the work of looking for the materials and having them sewn, brought the costumes to us, made necessary adjustments... all at a very reasonable, presyong-kaibigan price. Heaven-sent talaga!
The 1950's-inspired costumes looked perfect on stage. Raven, I cannot thank you enough for your help in making me realize this dream production number! I'm so glad to have met and worked with you.
Love and gratitude to all my angels!
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Short break muna from my PhilPop series.
I had not had a McDo burger in a while. Mc Donald's really has become more of my emergency go-to resto, my last resort when there are no other options. Well, this is one of those times I'm in a bit of hurry, so I just drove through for my early lunch and ordered McDonald's Big N'Tasty Burger, which some friends had recently told me about.
And they were right: masarap nga siya! Definitely better than the other McDo burgers. At mabigat! Well, my appetite has shrunk a bit because of recent weight loss efforts (that have paid off - but more on this later), so maybe it's part of the reason I couldn't finish my meal. But I do think they've really put in more meat, or better meat. Tama yung description na para siyang cross between a Big Mac (its having lettuce, etc) and a Quarter Pounder, as it has just one patty, pero mabigat na patty. It can be ordered as a meal (with fries and a drink) or a la carte. I regret not going a la carte. Not because the fries and drink were bad, but because even just the small (regular) fries and drink were too much for me, given how heavy the burger was. I think for "regular" eaters though, they'll be happy that this meal won't be "bitin." The burger tastes much better, too. Next time I'll probably just go a la carte for P120 because it's all I can finish. If your appetite isn't small, it's P145 with a small drink and fries, a little more for an upgrade. Try it and see what you think.
Another PhilPop blessing: being in the contest was a reminder of the support system I had in family and friends. At a time when I was discovering the downside of social media, which was that it gave a voice to haters and sour-graping losers and opportunities for them to spread lies and negativity, I also discovered friends and relatives who would go out of their way to support me – whether or not I knew it.
PhilPop’s SMART People’s Choice Award would go to the entry with the most number of text votes. I did my share of promoting my song, campaigning and asking people to text my songs code number to 2929 and so on. And people's show of support was incredibly heartwarming. Old classmates, people I had not heard from in a long time, resurfaced on Facebook and on email to tell me they were texting. Friends texted many times, and there were Globe subscribers that went as far as buying SMART sim cards just to be able to vote for my entry. (I would joke and say, "..And the winner is.... Manny Pangilinan!" Looks like this telecom marketing ploy worked - at least on my friends and relatives!) Others posted on their walls and campaigned for me, encouraging their own friends to vote for me. Nakakataba ng puso.
My good friends Jungee Marcelo (with wife Anna) and Jonathan Manalo - also songwriting "veterans" who joined but didn't make it to the Top 14 - were there to support me and other colleagues. They had also already purchased copies of the PhilPop album. Like everyone else who joined the contest and didn't make it to the Finals, they had their share of feeling disappointed when the results came out. But being professionals, they knew and understood the process of selecting the finalists. No bitterness in their hearts. Instead, they chose to join in the celebration of OPM's boost through this much-awaited affair.
And friends from Mass Appeal, the choir I sing with every 4th Sunday of the month at La Salle Greenhills threw their support for me in a big way – literally.
Walang sinabi ang mga contestant sa American Idol! 'Di ko kinaya! Even talent manager/PhilPop Executive Producer Girlie Rodis had to take a photo. I kept laughing when I saw this tarp, but at the same time it was also like one big warm and fuzzy embrace from the whole group. What a pleasant surprise! I will never forget this.
With love and support from these angels, how could I not feel like a winner?
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